No matter how many times Heavenly Father proves to me that he has a plan i am always amazed at how perfect his plan is for me and for my marriage. It may seem like nothing to others, but when there is a God that knows exactly who i am, my fears, my struggles, my joys, my emotions, it means the world to me. Its like I feel Him walking with me with His arm around me.
Lately, i haven’t been working at my job and its towards the end of the summer so we’re just kind of done here. I've tried my best to keep my head up and enjoy this time of not being busy, but to take advantage of it. I have felt a little worried about going from doing nothing to giving all my time to the things i want to accomplish + being away from Hunter more + having a completely different life style, again. Today, hunter called me a few hours after he had left and told me he had a great idea! I think he could tell i was struggling to stay sane haha. And he was in tune with the spirit. He was like, you should just go home a little earlier than me, tell your nanny lady that you are leaving to go home early and call your manager back home and tell her you can work as much as she will let you before school starts. At first i was like, what? yeah why didn’t i think of that? then i wanted to make sure of course that that plan would work ok with the other people that it would affect. i instantly didn’t want to be away from hunter, but the way he was talking to me, i know he was suggesting it because he felt it would be best for me. no, i don’t like being away from my husband (especially since he got home from his mission, i'm scared to leave him) and i don't know even know when i'm going home yet.
but we have the faith that god’s plan is always better, will make us happier and will get us to where the Lord wants us to be. I’m so so so grateful for God’s plan for me. I know he can see way ahead of time and knows what i need and what we need in our marriage. As long as we follow the spirit and make Him the center of our lives.
something i always need to remember...
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