yet to be

this week i didn't nanny because the family is out of town. so...back at sitting at home all day trying to be productive haha. when these days happen i think. A LOT. probably way too much. then i think of how weird its going to be going back home and getting immediately back into the swing of work and school. so i'm trying to enjoy this "free time", although my personality doesn't like it all that much some days.

anyways...

so i think a lot, right? a lot has come into our lives and a lot of decisions have been made. one being- we will be living in hunter's grandparents basement for a little while until we can get settled, save up, and find our own place. it will be a sacrifice, yes. not very ideal. but thats the way newlyweds live, right? lately i've just been wanting and hoping and dreaming about having our own apartment or townhouse to go back to. its been eating at me, even though i know that it isn't possible right now and that everyone goes through this point in their lives. then this morning i came across this....

and all of the sudden i felt some peace and understanding that thats just how life has to be for a little while. why would i get everything i want handed to me? i have to work hard and make the necessary sacrifices to get to the best. 

i was texting one of my companions this morning and we were talking about life and advice (she's getting married in a week) and got talking about this. (so very grateful for the amazing people in my life. they make life better and show me what life is all about)  she said, "it can be pretty stressful to look out into the unknown but we've lived through experiences that tell us Heavenly Father knows what he's doing." so simple, so true. 

so, keep having faith because, "the best is yet to be"